Fell In Love With a Girl, refix.

Fell in love with a girl
fell in love once and almost completely
she's in love with the girls
but sometimes these feelings
can be so misleading
she turns and says "you want my number?"
I said "Sure why not, hey you wanna go skating?"
She says “let's make it a date, this friday eve?” even though she's quiet on keepin' it platonic.

Dark hair and a bow
steady as she goes, mister.
and the eyes for falling
can't keep away from the girl
these two sides of my brain
need to have a meeting
can't think of anything to do
my left brain knows that
chromesome Y means
any connection's DOA.
and I said it once before
but it bears repeating

Top 10 Albums 2010

1. Have One On Me - Joanna Newsom

2. The ArchAndroid - Janelle Monae

3. Expressions - Music Go Music

4. Have one on Me - Gil Scott Heron

5. The Family Jewels - Marina and the Diamonds

6. I Speak Because I Can - Laura Marling

7. IRM - Charlotte Gainsbourg

8. Hidden - These New Puritans

9. Set Yourself on Fire - Envy

10. Catching a Tiger - Lissie

imagination to realness.

Jesus.
I just spilt my guts about the whole thing to EMJ and now I'm even more of a nervous wreck about the whole thing.

Either. I'm imagining it. Or I'm not. If I'm very imagining the whole thing. I'll feel really fucking retarded. I'f I'm not imagining it then it could be very exciting.


AND REALLY FUCKING SCARY.


HALP!

mistercrayon you fucking moron.

SCI FI NIGHT!

:-(

why?

WHY!?

The bagel shop.

Cary walked into the bagel shop, and waited while a Scottish man ordered his bagel, something that required meat to be heated up. When the Scottish man finished, despite the time waiting, Cary still spent an age deciding what kind of bagel to get. The honey glazed was tempting, but in the end he decided for the kind covered in herbs.

Cary asked the girl for the herby bagel with lettuce, tomatoes, slice of cheese, but not toasted- thanks - it scratches the roof of his mouth. She asked if he cared that the meat in the place wasn't halal, or if he was just a regular vegetarian, because there was a bagel shop that did sell hala meat. He was touched by the concern, even though it didn't matter to him. They talked.

She asked him where he was from he replied, "just down the road- but really I'm from further away" He continued in a self centred vain, I guess this is what came naturally to him. By the end of their conversation, she was talking relaxed and her head rested on her arm at and angle not vertical (was that a sign?).

He later regretted just taking his bagel, not asking her name, and in general being a fat head.

He might get a bagel tomorrow.

Traps

I'm not doing that thing again. Although if memory serves I didn't do it last time either.
I'm not going to do the thing I didn't do last time, but which happened anyway so the net result was the same as if I'd done it; thus I'm not going to do that thing again in such away, that the net result is as if I didn't do that thing.

I can see it now. All the stuff that's happening is as if the tape was rewound but not erased
and the tape was put on play. The joy, the smart.

But we ain't playing it this way again.

Truth.

"The truth shall set you free" said a man once.
"okay hit me, tell me the trooth" responded a second man.
"you see all these fields? Acres and acres of room to do what you please. Rabbits bouncing around. A tree to climb and millions of daisies to dance in. The way that the sun warms your skin so you can bound around wearing the freeest clothes?"
"yeah"
"well it's all a hallucination, you're actually in prison"
"fuck"